Dil se Dil Tak....of war.. Peace. and dillema...

When I touch my hematoma area and the hurt inflicted once by army Batton while leading a torch march as a school student with my father, it ignite my sense of vibrant romance of patriotism and my pride being an aware Indian!! but when I observe the state of chaos and growing intolerance  a sizable chunk of my life kept plodding on theories and pebbles. My lifeskills and philosophy was preordained by a Gandhian Socialist philosopher who happened to be my best friend,  Philosopher and Guide. He is my father.I have no choice in life but being truthful, honest, sincere to the maximum.  Dillema started with the fate of this highly romantic patriot and his tragic end like the crucified Jesus!!

   I often saw a Machiavelli in my mother who said"being kind and compassionate is good but one often needs to learn to be harsh and ruthless in order to survive  so that good may triumph. "The duplicitous interpersonal style."!!Maa was practical,religious and joined my father up in heaven too early.

Nicer people are taken advantage  of more often and unless you stop being gentle your voice never reach the offender!!

Such  a state of irony where we have to accept the fact that "Nicer people get eaten and cheated more than crooked one".Goodness, being good is losing its innate  charm and glory is in fact a matter of concern!!  If human wnt make peace within,, within family,  with friends. with honesty how on earth we talk tall about global peace.. appeasement.. peaceful Co existence.

   You continue being good but react appropriately or take a middle path of fall prey to deception or swayed away by misery is the dillema!!

A dil  se dictum clashes with confusion..

Recently I had to demand some compensation from a mighty publication  house for holding my novel in the pipeline for years with a solid contract of publishing and drop it for unreasonably silly reason.I could well sniff a sabotage from a very trusted one but decided to just read it quietly to  feed my amusement  The whole process was alarmingly painful as a creator only understand the intensity of the process. It rekindled my sense of alertness too!! I have started underlying human minds and unspoken notes of excessive greed!!  and delving deep.Few people think they are way smarter than they actually are!!

This kind of war of virtue. Dharmayudhas are there.. will be there as total absoluteness or total peace is simply non existent!!

I remember  reading  Mahabharata with all the verses of Krishna to Arjuna at a very tender age. Now I interpret it in a comfortable way. Lord Krishna's diplomacy amuse me. .more alluring is his bull's-eye words of wisdom!! So the war of virtue is the pattern we can't escape!!

We all are warrior without any choice.. at home.. in work field. at office. everywhere....

  Dil se attribute may not reach dil tak unless you are guarded by a total sense of awareness of alertness!The little heart need to be radiated with positivity and good energy!!

This kinda realization really spike me!! But I have to feed my query of why before I go for a how!!

Social networking site nowadays feeding you more than what you can digest !! Series of gyan. .Gurus. activities.. Exisibitions.. Debates. Hate speech ..incessant ..self promotion that you at times resort to anonymity as the best place to rest. "practice what you preach is nowadays a belittle agenda for a larger chunk.Goodness has become a mist as majority stuck in the drama of manipulation to understand the vice.

Majority is desperate to be the game changer...so they absorb what benefit them irrespective of the weight of intent.. Complex?? yes it is!!

I have thousand stories of others and mine to share how "dil se"action stopped being therapeutic to your noble conscience!!

Am i writing a depressive crap or the fact of life might be debatable but the fact remain a fact!!

But than ones a dil se always remain a dil se.

Nothing stop me comforting or calling someone selflessly if in trouble.Nothing also stop me to extend my goodwill and innocent concern when needed without caring much about ritualistic gratitude note from the other side too.

Being consistent in relationship is a virtue. Who will count face book RIP notes after you join the galaxy!!

Last night a friend of mine from a city called me for a heart warming conversation and stated"Wealthy friends of her are becoming miser..They dnt have time to show up for a hello. hi.. how r you. listen to you .have a heartfelt laugh with you till they join you in your funeral with few  costly bookey to express their concern!!

 Necessary is to guard the self respect and accept nothing but healthy and respectful.

All I have seen and experienced is to love with detachment and leave karma to fill in the best way to carry on with your "dil se dil tak journey of life..

All you have to upgrade is the.. Dil se sentiment  to the level of. . Dil se to the deserving..

But you just dnt stop loving and living and stop guarding urself against those who simply dnt value goodness!!



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