Akashitoras pen..

Still have the habit of watching movies in hall.. It's rather a boost to self that destiny  made me a part of this big screen!! I am an actor of regional film industry.!! whereas Hindi cinemas still catching the limelightand great reaching out factor.. Last night my cousin accompanied me to #Kabir sing at Carnivel. A lengthy film. A remake from Telugu blockbuster..Arjun Reddy A breathtaking love story of a bad boy!! Girls in majority is go ing ga ga  over bad boy Shahid Kapur. An accomplished doctor who's an addict and loved by the stuff. Nurse holds his cigar.. keep mum.. Girl friend follows his instructions with abiding spirit.. Best friend is often scared of him.. A boy who approaches girls for physical  solace but still in love with his Preety... It's all about toxic masculinity!!! I remember  watching Hero 25times and bowed down to Lord Shiva to give me a copy of Jackie dada. !!and eventually   the real unconventional  photocopy of He...

The glitz.. oodles of make up.. blue lenses.. applause.. fan follows.. could not divert my attention from the sharp innocent eyes of Twinkle!!  I felt guilty  deep down!! I curse my helplessness!!  I pity myself for being a part of a system of a society where humanity is fast fading away.. Yes... we are thousand light years  away from enlightment and bliss that crown us the most amazing creature on earth!! Friends abroad are mourning the death of this healthy 5years old in USA chained  by own father and stepmom !!Series of such crime against children!! My heart bleeds IN anguish.. For a change I slowly have stopped reasoning myself with metaphors.. What is Dharm?? Few use it to their own advantage!! Few exisibite it!! Few misuse it!! Few feed it with own ego!! Dnt we stop believing  in God when rampant  barbarism take life of innocents like Twinkle,Asifa,Nirbhaya..??. What is karmic cycle?? Why does nt it is applicable to kids like Twinkle!!...