Akashitoras pen..

After Mahesh Bhatta sahabs "Artha" Is Raat Ki Subah Nehi was a kind of revolutionary film we few hardcore moviebuff  enjoyed and had a discussion over it.Then came movie like "The reader""August rush"..etc etc .Being in the media here as agony aunt, request to speak my mind on the topic,invitation to local channels for talkshows pouring in.I choose writing my blog.I choose not to speak on it in few alloted minute. Adultery is no childs play.Anything that relates human emotion is no childs play.,Judiciary can only throw guiding light to end few evils to help people to walk tall with changes but cnt remain as sole determinator on issues veiled by societal dogmas and beliefs.. Lets cut it short and throw light on this topic of adultery and a 158years old law that appears so outdated. Lets highlight the highlights... 1..Adultery without a shadow of doubt can be grounds for divorce. 2 The husband is not the master of the wife. 3.The wife cnt be treated...

Last blog was kind of analytical explanation on recent Biographies and today one of the author left for heavenly abode. Kalpana Lajmi  is no more!!End is inevitable for everyone ,but her roller coaster ride pushes me to some mental marathon and scribble few narratives... A  lover and companion who have literally stood by her lover  throughout ended up with a heavy note of pathetic dilemma and disatisfaction !!Her bottled up emotion needed some air so was the book before she bid adieu!! We all have dilemmas but we have our life choices to get out of it too. Shall i in any condition and circumstances would prefer to play a coy second fiddle in any mans life?? No!! Never!! These should have and would have words are alien to the dictionary of love but the pathos draw out few probable and query.. Should any lover continue to act selfless still rub his or her shoulder with the one who have not hold an iota of respect for someone or  totally clueless about...

A long time live in companion of a legendary Musician Bhupen Hazarika mam Kalpana Lajmis recent autobiography raising many eyebrows...If autobiography is all about a monolog verse and a catcy mug in bookstales i am not at all surprised by the the teary eyed confessions vis a vis... I slapped him... I got pregnant and did abortion... He was selfish....( Then whov forced her to stay with him???) I hate the people of the land he belongs...etc etc...A total hate story.... Reading biography is my another addiction consciously developed by my mentor Papa..  ..Mein Kampf...Rasidi Ticket...My experiment with truth....list is endless...With growing time I have started forming few matured question about biographies... Is autobiography all about...half truth??naked truth or just a tool to vent out frustration??? How much a partner.a husband..a a son..a relative can claim to know or understand or how deep one can delve in to ocean of another mind??? Flashes of a close hi tea meet...

I can smell it now... I can smell seeds that sprout inside... I can sniff like Sherlock to reach a crisp story.. I can smell like the fish smell water... And Hyena smell some blood... I have started smelling my tune as The guitar smell tiny fingers... I can now smell the color of my rainbow dreams  and paint it with my breath... I smell the wings of that rainbow like the earth smell the first shower in a moonclad night....